Life is Ever Changing

If there is one thing I have learned, it is that life is ever changing. We learn new things, we discover new opportunities and sometimes they alter our dreams. In essence, we change our minds. We are human, it is what we do. I have been doing much research and exploring over the past year and every once in a while something catches my attention and I think, I just have to try this!

It all started as a way to get out of the toxic situation our home has placed us in. We ended up, against my will, throwing more money at our 1900 house that isn’t worth what we owe on it, to remove the lead. I have to say I have never felt healthier than when me and the kids were living out of state for the summer. Made me more convinced of what I had been thinking all along, maybe its something in the house making me sick…

After being diagnosed with Lyme Disease and Mycoplasma from a tick bite in September, I began treatment. Let me give you a pierce of advice right now, if you ever find yourself with Lyme Disease and your doctor says, “Here, take these antibiotics for 2 weeks and you’ll be magically all better”. don’t believe them. Luckily I had enough previous knowledge of Lyme Disease to know that what my Dr. was telling me didn’t sound right and I sought a second opinion.

Would you look at that EVIL NASTY thing?!?!? **Shudder**

We discovered that I have been it so hard by it in such a short time due to an underlying issue with mold toxicity. I know, fun right? All the pieces are finally starting to come together. We are no closer to being removed from the toxicity of the house, but now I’m beginning to understand all the unexplainable things that have happened to my family. My husband, previously even tempered, developing horrible mood swings and almost bi polar like behavior, often for no reason (no, he has never tried to physically hurt anybody but not knowing who is going to be from one minute to another takes its toll on an already stressed family). My kids with new allergies where just a few short years ago nobody in my family was allergic to anything, my youngest with developing asthma and other respiratory symptoms, none of these things run in my family and this, perhaps, is a cause. There are other things I can pick out as well, but I’ll stop there and is, perhaps, a topic for another post.

In the past month, though not for the first time, I have been considering homeschool for oldest, my 11 year old, 6th grade son, Caleb. He has been struggling in school since kindergarten and I have felt that maybe he was not in a setting that was best for him to really learn in. After beginning my research, my middle child, 8-1/2 year old Abigail, expressed a desire to also homeschool. A flurry of thoughts and emotions are now running through my mind. Oh my GOD! Can I really do this or am I going to totally screw my kids up? Is this the right thing for my family? and about a million other questions. Facebook is a fountain of information with pages and groups specifically dedicated to homeschool families and they are a fountain of information. They were kind and patient while I expressed my thoughts, desires and concerns.

SO…. As of June 2016 We will be a HOMESCHOOLING FAMILY!!!!!!

Oh MY God! I can’t believe I just said that!!!! I haven’t actually said that out loud before. I’ve said it in the privacy of homeschooling Facebook groups but this makes it REAL!

It is still our dream as a family to:

 #1 Get the heck out of here and some place safe and healthy.
#2 Live off the land on our own piece of land in a tiny house and raise our family and our animals but wait, there’s MORE…..
I’ve been doing a lot of research about how I want to teach my kids and give them the best experience of life. I want them to not just see it on TV or in a book, I want them to LIVE IT. SO….

#3 my goal to Road School. I want to make it possible for my family to live and travel the US (I’d say the world but I’d like to start realistically and I and PETRIFIED of flying). I want us, as a family to really experience life if only for a year or 2 before we really decide if/where we want to settle down. After all, how can you possibly know where the best place to live is if you really haven’t experienced it. I hope you’ll continue to join in our adventure because it’s about to get REALLY interesting!

I will also be updating my Photography blog more frequently so, please feel free to take a peek at that too by clicking! Shades of life

This is not our rig, don’t I WISH!!! But this is our goal!